Best friend rewrite

I'm the one who is meant to be tough, but all I can think about is crying
Because my best friend was lying in the hospital bed and he was dying
I was was there when two thugs pulled glocks and shot him in the back
Did the two cowardly thugs shoot him in the back because he was black
I will dedicate this track for him my best friend I know it's not fucking whack
I'm going to find these people, these cowardly thugs and fucking I will attack
I saw the hospital room door opening and The Doc had told me the bad news
I couldn't believe my ears I fell against the wall and had his blood on my shoes
But I couldn't believe it so I refuse to accept the news I'm going to find the crews
I can't believe it that 5 years have went flying past since my blood brother has died
I thought it was this person that killed you so I beat him and got fucking banged inside
You were like a brother to me and like uncle to Laurie and Tori they asked and I lied

I'm kneeling in the old graveyard and kneeling next to your gravestone
I feel alone it feels like it's been a while and Laurie and Tori have grown
And your girlfriend favourite beautiful spot is now full and has overgrown
I miss you very much and want you to be back and so does Laurie and Tori
They wish you were back from your holiday and reading them a bedtime story
This song isn't about fucking glory but I am just telling you it's not fucking gory

I found a new friend with a bottle of vodka and fucking prescription pills
Yes it was a bad idea at the time couldn't even the pay the fucking bills
Do you think I don't know that I am not good or that I have any fucking skills
Made up my plan I am going start robbing the nice houses in beverly hills
I am out of the vodka and every other alcohol in the house I need more
My head wasn't clear at the so I went fucking whores after fucking whore
Went with one girl and I caught the bitch going through my fucking drawer

Yeah I told Laurie and Tori where you have been for more than 5 years
After the news it hit them very hard and they were shedding many tears
You would hate work at this moment it is full of indians and fucking queers
Now since your dead you can't fulfill your wish fucking sexy Brittany Spears
I'm off the drink and the fucking drugs but I am attempted to back on them
Or that you didn't get a chance to listen or get a chance to see the Eminem
Getting sick of the shitty fucking government always try to fucking condemn
Now the fucking time has flew shit I have blacked it's 7 p.m not fucking 8 a.m
I took the prescription pills this mourning I'm high now hope this feeling doesn't go
"Daddy awake up please don't die don't go Daddy please don't go awake up
Hey where am i what time is it, sweetie don't cry go and get me a plastic cup
She runs off getting the plastic cup i look up and see Will "Yo what's fucking up
I hear my daughter coming back with the water filled plastic cup Will has gone
This is the track done