Doubt... Pt. 1

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I want you to listen right now, to this... real shit...
The things I feel that I will impale into your soul...
Clear your minds and prepare for the journey...

I entered at tha end of December 24th into a...
23-hour virus until 11 o'clock P.M. was crux-i-fix-ion... {{stretched LOOOOONG, then echos}}

Losin' visions... cause tha blood clots upon my face...
Wrinkles connectin' my pulses of what I've lost today...
I needed... to free the demons... releashed Banshees screamin...
You may think it's easy to let go of these fears that I'm dreamin...
But... Nightmares come and go and I don't know... how to get away...
I'm upon the edge... and if I slip Imma end up in my grave...
So I look up to the alter and I hope to lead tha concession...
Father... I need to do this more than I need confession...
I've done stressed enough so why do you... keep me alive?
I would rather die... than to just take other's lives to survive...
That's theft... Heavenly Lord... I thought you would have me blessed...
But I found out what was left... Marble Stone that still holds it's breath...
You sent me your son and all you achieved was to raise hope...
That's not sacred ground... I've destroyed my wings... and my halo...
I thank you... for doing nothing but leavin my thoughts in a tangle...
My mind is now strangled cause I'm nothin more but... a fallen angel...