A Disciple's Thread

Drugs: stop the ones you're on and find ones to stabilize you. What you're doing is not working.

How so? They do it dead sober too... like... I don't like people who manipulate so I wouldn't want a God that does either.

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I'm not going dead sober again... I'm just not - there is no reason to.

Why not.

The night that I don't know who slept over... waiting for i don't remember who to come over I was smoking outside my building with a gay couple. My old boss gay... my nando gay... and in American Gods I saw some gay scenes like okkkk guys. But I don't ever want to see or experience it up close.

Nah I woke up like that singing while getting ready and I woke up like why are both packs of cigs open? But coming down the elevator my boyfriend was there with his mother with the police and said I wrote a suicide note on my computer. I'm like he didn't even come home last night and nah I didn't write a suicide note. But they locked me up in mental any way and when I woke up I tried to call back the number I didn't know next to my bed but couldn't figure out how to dial the phone. Next thing I knew my ex was already there to pick me up and take me home.

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Nah but when they play off my crazy like it's some joke. Believe me I'm well aware that I lost my civil rights as well as my mind too. But they didn't have to play me like that though...

“But I lose chumps with the bomb” ... I understand that... who bombed me in 04? (Look Thru My Eyes) ... and how did I do? I am just realizing it wasn’t all being crazy.

You are being morally bankrupt.

Shit I got my morals in check and there is a god that seems to be confused and if by saying that I disrespected Dmx in any way I’m sorry but like... I’m just trying to learn with life experience type equals. Cause nobody wanna break shit down or explain shit to me. My ex watch a lot of conscience videos - they be talking some knowledge though...

Bro, this is the best thread on rb

This shit is real
This is shit I really feel
Shit I really be and see
They still don’t let up like theres 2 gods, one that does and doesn’t know me
One that’s always yelling or mad and then the one that just thinks they a God attacking my body
They got a harsh history for the demand to never know our blood
Well I got a demand too, and that’s when I remember I’m hood
Hitler you’re gone, and buffalo hoe bill you are too
Cause the only genetics I see that need to be cut – is the likes of types like you
Everything is so confusing, my fam, my team, my dream is torn all apart
I feel my Gods light and I feel the rib of my heart
So now they torture and force me to share my body again
I rather of been dead from the start

Hustling too hard, the fuck you even talking about
Maybe if you came from where we are, many have tried and too many can’t get out
Hypothetically if it was me, the prices would’ve gone down
Found money free money and word would’ve got around
I was better then jail, everyone knew I couldn’t sell
I was finally good at something and they also knew I wouldn’t tell
Nah I don’t wanna know, I saw the burn in her tongue
And I don’t care either cause I’m aging forever young
Tired of the nightmare, tired of the abuse
Tired of some strangers thinking they can choose
Tired of people pretending they don’t know what I’m talking about
And tired of being their prisoner always casting a doubt
Nah shit is real sacrileges and spiritual too
They think they can just assault my soul and body while no one care what they do
I woke up in a hell beyond my worst nightmare you can ever imagine
Check my hospital dates, I’m tired too, time to expose them fascists

Are the feds still on here cause I don't want to end up like "The Girl with a Dragon Tattoo"

Thank you @Doctor _steak for the proof necessary to prove you've been on my ass or at least involved since 2014.
I did save all pictures of spy equipment and piss on my bed etc. If needed...

I do wonder since I am mentally ill if it can be charged under the 3x hate crime statute?
Since it was across states for many years, does it make it federal?

I think the sentences are a little light especially because one to do so has to be mentally unstable as well and a threat to all of society... if charged can I request that they go to criminal mental instead of jail?

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And now we can make sense of many and many and many police reports filed.

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Hate to be a bitch... but you changed my password again and that shit annoying as fuck. I'm not playing games with you.

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I'll drop it all if you go to criminal mental for 90 days. ;o)

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Oh you really is stupid as fuck... you even added a pic from my apt in NC.

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You must be ready to go to jail for real...

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Yup good... the NC officer did see that spy cam tape too!

Now listen here you fucking ogre, I will only say this once: I want nothing to do with you and your psychotic bullshit. Not now, not before, not after.

This post constitutes harassment and libel, both criminal charges. I have absolutely no regard, no respect, and no patience to deal with your bullshit.

You belong in a padded cell for the remainder of your days. Stay the fuck out of my life you deranged psychopath.

Keep on keeping on, my friend. I'm done with this site as I have no desires to be harassed any further by that raving psychotic.

Thanks for the laughs.

why the hell you create a new username ^

Because you banned my other one for posting "Lady Gaga Penis Slip" threads. You may ban this one too if you so desire.

Anyhow, she terrifies me greatly with even the concept of the premise of her inserting herself in my life so this is my last post here, I am leaving RB for good. I want absolutely no part of that in any way shape or form. My non-involvement with that shitshow must go from entire to unabashedly absolute.

Good luck with the site, bro. And include @Spartacus as a staff member, he is an intelligent man who has a lot to offer.

Are you on crack you’re other account isn’t banned I closed the site for a minute