Ready to Meet Him (the original before them dumb ass bitches broke into my account and posted that)

"My we all walk the paths that we have chosen..."

Lord, we both know the only reason I came back home
It took many a brethren to rescue me, please let me face it alone if I roam
Just how heavy the stakes were, I'm sure too many didn't realize
Who I became when I left I could hardly recognize
But i started to see it...
I believed what they said and I believed who I was, was wrong
Now that I ran I don't know where it is that I belong
Too scared to be betrayed, yet the betrayal came from me
Can you understand if I never left, I never would have truly seen

WHAT DID I SAY?
It's in my heart stay true

WHAT DID YOU DO?
Became too scared to even talk to you

WHAT HAVE YOU SEEN?
My family go to all lengths to make me see

WHAT DO YOU WANT?
To finish out our plan and live out my destiny

LIKE A MOTHER AND A FATHER YOU WERE TORN BETWEEN THE TWO. IF YOU CAN'T MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL HOW DO YOU EXPECT THEM TO?

I forgive and I love
Because I understand the makings of peace that they dream of
But they call us demons cause we fight for the darkest of knights
And because we disagree with them they withstand our rites
While living with you I was allowed to be real
While living with them I began not to feel
All they did was try to down their brother
Even I was wrong because she didn't choose work over being a mother
He stole my soul the core being of everything I believe in
Even told you to send you away and deny my own gift that was given

THALL SHALL NOT STEAL
But I was so thirsty and no one would help me

THALL SHALL NOT MURDER
But they tried to humiliate me

THALL SHALL NOT TAKE MY NAME IN VEIN, EVERY ENEMY IS A DEMON IN SOMEONE ELSES GAME

Lord I was wrong but through the fog I still knew the difference between the 2
And if you must take my pinky or head by the sword - I honor that too
But please only you...
I am no longer afraid to stand true to who I am
No longer afraid to fight cause I believe in for what we stand
I don't want to take for granted that you will just forgive me
But please try to realize how hard this all was to see

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (PRIDE)
Vanity isn't wrong if it makes you feel good

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (ENVY)
Jealousy only inspires as it should

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (WRATH)
Sometimes we need that fire to motivate us to fight for what's right

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (SLOTH)
Be compassionate to those who are slower than others

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (GREED)
Aspire to want plenty so we can share with our brothers

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (GLUTTONY)
Sometimes it takes going too far to turn us off so we back away

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (LUST)
What is life itself if not lived passionately

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED
To my own heart stay true

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED
My life only exists to serve you