To Unbrella: Feelings Change

Feelings Change

I’m ok…
My soulmate came to save the day
Wealth is in as pretty as she walk
Pride is just as slick as I talk
I remember the days when the thought of it all would just slice my soul thru me
But I knew I’d get to a place where drama just couldn’t do me

🎼 “Let me ask you a question…
Would you kill for me” 🎼

When we were young it was almost like a race who be that bad
But I guess you were too busy playing on the sympathy of being a single dad
Am I mad, I can’t tell you that yet
But all them tears turning for years… you see it right?
How mad I can still get
They say anger and reaction is what you let
I’m just sitting here shaking my head…

🎼 “you? You nothing - straight bet” 🎼

$600 in tires and I don’t know what jumping up and down on his car roof cost
Just the price we pay when everything that defined you is lost
Fuck a baby mama right - you won that coin toss

Lesson 1 I talked too much
Got pistol whipped in the jaw for it and such
Lesson 2 just on the same day you forget to pray is the one day angels are hitting folr you
But Lesson 3 you never let them know what you plan to do
Lesson 4 I should’ve never opened that door cause rumors fly and every whore you never even met come asking for more
Lesson 5 you have no choice but to survive but they gonna get their money whether you dead or alive
They don’t care about you…
They never had to
Now maybe I buried it and did that all on my own
But child support never came knocking and you left me all alone
Me?
My mind is just blown
Lesson 6 ain’t nothing on this gods green earth you can go back and fix
As I pray silently - holding my crucifix
I broke 2 by accident since I been back
They were just like the ones I used to hang from my Ac
I don’t know what to think about that

But I’m a stop right here but believe me baby I don’t want you to fear. This is for every year you left me stuck stranded
I want you to know that feelings seem to change when your salvation demand it
I don’t know how mad I am yet… tell me first Lesson 7 you never give if youre just expecting to get
Lesson 8 respect like the gift and the curse but you forgive and forget

He said it… is that what you thought?

🎼 “Ride WHO like a bus route?” 🎼