Verse 1
Ever since I was a baby boy I thought ud always be my friend/
But now our time together on this world has come to a sudden end/
I send u my prairs daily, but never get them in return/
Sittin here plottin the death of the fuckers that let u burn/
To the lord I turn, asking why, whyd u have to leave/
Ill never understand, the answers ill never perceive/
As I achieve my goals one by one I’m wishing u could see this/
But ever since u left, it seems as if my hearts entered an abyss/
One it will never exit, one it will never leave behind/
I try to confine my anger, try to unwind/
but I just don’t see how I could be so fuckin blind/
How could I not see it, how could I not tell/
I never got to say goodbye, never got to say farewell/
Verse 2
Everyday I think of how I could’ve stopped it/
But by doing nothing the title of death …. uve adopt it/
Im sorry I didn’t do everything in my power/
And as a consequence I just sit here and cower/
Our time together was great, I couldn’t ask for anything better/
But I never thought id be sittin here writin u this letter/
That ull never see, never read, never now existed/
Damn this shit is twisted, damn this shit is hard/
Ever since u left ive been physically, mentally, and emotionally scarred/
With no regard for anything, and revenge on my mind/
Ill will find my answers, my determination is undefined/
Do I need to remind the bitches that did this, ima send um straight to hell/
Im gonna rebel they aint going in no prison cell, they going six feet under/
So be ready for my thunder, here I come/