Some peoples pictures of paradise
are next to strippers and a pair of dice
Might as well throw out your presidents
Gaining nothing with empty hands for evidence
Walking through hell trying to find an opening
it's out of reach and i need God to send down the rope again
Thought i knew it all but i'm a virgin on the road
swurving' on the shoulder when each turn is exposed
Traveled many miles for this mid life crisis
self-esteem off with the flip of a light switch
Fuck the money and fuck the respect
only findin' hope through the words in my headset
should've listened when others shared advice
Now i'm searching for my way back to paradise
So many questions with minimal answers
just another by stander meeting mutual standards
Frustration and anger are my normal traits
needless to say
i've never been on a formal date
Is it my fault i find it hard to converse
Never had a mentor pass down some words
More than one curse controls my existance
It's getting harder to stear with broken pistons
Holden Christian under my wing till he's ready to soar (Cristian my brother)
but Satan's mechete tore right through my heavy sword
try to prolong death until i can accept it
but actin' wreckless will give me the devil's best kiss
Where's my guardian angel that supposed to have protected me
Hand me safety instead of these amphedimines
Open the hatch and down they go
Wish i was outside Noah's arch when God drown the globe
I've found a hole
where i can dwell to be a hermit
and i'm not gonna surface till i find life's purpose
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