The sensation is so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation fades away
My heart empty, my soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went wrong
Calling to you, only to find there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined.
The sensation of fear and of whats to come
Slowly the reality is overpowering
The lust and fantasy leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel, so wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself revealing the terrors of the love that once was, but is no longer