now:
I thought this day would never arrive
I say that I feel my freedom has been deprived
I guess I’ve found these past years so amusing
I confess that I’ve been wrapped in a uniform of delusion
My friends the water drops on my mirror, and fait
is the mist, in which they gradually all start to evaporate
I thought it could last forever…but I deceived my brain
I sit and stood in every place possible to leave my name
Aggrieving pain sears my heart in two and it shows
One part wants to stay at school and the other wants to go
Was dreaming of this day for years didn’t think I’d greave
It’s seeming like I was so wrong, now in tears…I don’t want to leave
Back in the days I could do anything with nothing at stake
Now I act amassed as I felt beneath me as these roots start to break