If wishes were truths, then lies would die
Dry eyes would prevail instead of our situations failing
You all played a part in something that raised my expectation
Interjecting a saucy solace that stirs the dusty winds lightly
Benign now, my heart has grown callouses
I remember you, daughter, because you were the next in line after Jabari
You couldn't wait to see your brothers face
Now you replace the good in your mother with malice
Giving me a awful taste of what her pain would be served cold
Then then twins, who commended the yearning for more boys
Exploiting the passionate pleas until sickening degrees jettisoned your future
Or were you making space for your next three sisters
Giving them a fighting chance until they faced the same fate as you all
On rainy days I call for God to answer these wild questions
But replies silent leaves me to fester on this cancerous situation
Osiris became the light that ended the tunnel of despair
Holding on longer that most did in the past
Not knowing he had a limited number of breaths received
I couldn't garner a reprieve from the grief in the second trimester
My marriage toll's greater that the equator and the wall of China combined
Algebra couldn't calculate the height of her task of climbing to success
Falling to the wayside that Amina's resolve has subsided, joining her sister....
By the time divorce was created the total stood at 9
9 who had love stored in surplus
9 that had a mentor in the love of an older brother
9 who had never seen my face without dreams......
I wish I could pull out my 9.........
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