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    Please shoot... idk how ⭐ A Disciple's Avatar
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    Re: A Disciple's Thread

    I never got into anything but weed, liquor, coke, and E... i have my own addiction issues but while everyone points at you like some drug addict they forget everybody does something and most just can’t admit to that!

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    My journal is helping me... hopefully I can embarrass myself less on here. My brother told me to watch serpent and the rainbow and a lot made sense. I even laughed a little. I just don’t understand why I’m so allergic to the shit though. But I showed him my serpent and the rainbow and totally trust the angels around me for the most part.
    I’m down to 2 friends... it hurts but I rather be dolo than disrespected. I’m sick as fuck again... I can’t even sleep until morning... it took 9 hours to fall asleep last night. I’m nauseous as fuck all the time, can hardly eat, throwing up every day with nothing coming out, posing... I’m so over all of this!!!! I just want to be me again! (
    “You’re babies mom lives so high... what can you do?” (TI) I’ve learned there is multiple meanings in most things. Some people call it metaphysics I think... I call it conscience (CLA919)

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    Re: A Disciple's Thread

    i use to do the same things
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    @Candy it’s tough with my brother on my ass now cause he been in NA like 30 years and is still active. But I like it. My dads passing definitely brought his family together again. I stopped drinking on June 23rd when he did pass with like a minor shot or two since but the other day it was real hard not to go to the liquor store and I don’t even usually drink like that. That’s why I say addiction is a personality trait like it’s all in your head but idk. I’m still struggling with my issues. How long do you have clean @Candy ? Are you in a program?

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    It took 9 hours again to fall asleep last night... every time I did I got tapped. Not by a ghost a doll... and like just really frustrated with creepers in the dark. Especially tied to me in religious ways without even asking. At first I thought it was we will call him my baby dad but then I realized it isn’t. He is the only guy that even strikes close in a religious way... except for Chris dying in my lap but he wouldn’t do me like this either. Alternative religions are real and I’m learning slow... just wish I was gifted like that and can strike back... any ways

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    @Candy when you say you used to do the same things what do you mean?
    “You’re babies mom lives so high... what can you do?” (TI) I’ve learned there is multiple meanings in most things. Some people call it metaphysics I think... I call it conscience (CLA919)

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    Re: A Disciple's Thread

    x and wee with speed is what drugs i was on about ten years ago for like 5 years..
    but then i went clean
    i did programs but they were only to get work when i couldnt get work
    curiouser and curiosuer

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    Irregular Heartbeat
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    I wrote you back myself, don’t forget my closet had a closet
    White as fuck and I didn’t mean to cause it
    I can bite, but my bark is better
    Lead you to the sun motherfucker if he let her
    “Don’t make me ride on them for real”
    Cause I can still hold a steel (with my legs)
    It’s what’s up… but how do you feel?
    Me? Like Im climbing without the pegs
    My entire design is spirits, but don’t try to tie to my soul
    Spirits home cause all I think is did this bitch sell not to be sould
    Who a coward now, I still got heart
    But I shake when pulled or even when my car doesn’t start

    Legally I can’t back shit up right now, I might have 6 months over my head
    But I will pull a shot on Instagram and I’m to the point IDC if hes dead
    You better think twice bitch before you pee on whose bed
    Cause second authority too we all tagged by the feds
    Jail isn’t a pleasant place, but criminal mental was worse
    Go ahead and plea insanity cause no one will be charged if you end up in a hurse
    Which is worse? The gift or the curse?

    … Yeah we “took some out the baggies and put it in our purse”

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    @Candy do you make money on your music?
    “You’re babies mom lives so high... what can you do?” (TI) I’ve learned there is multiple meanings in most things. Some people call it metaphysics I think... I call it conscience (CLA919)

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    Re: A Disciple's Thread

    nah i stopped it and gave it away for free

    dope verse xoxo
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