A Disciple's Thread

[A Disciple]

I loved my dad to fucking death... you’re not going to put that on me too

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But how did he know my cell phone would be back in 3 days. I do feel like someone intentionally put him down.

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I saw... thank you but still I’m feeling like them bitches and their family more than me and mine. I don’t deserve to get bitched down either and it feels like and the last 8 years has been EXTREMELY abusive when they come in and refuse to leave. Being forced to kiss my hands and giving myself dirty looks in the mirror is what’s making me so sick!!!!!

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Idc whose zone it is leave me alone!!!!

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All they do is threaten and beat me away from my ties...

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How the fuck are they going to tell me who I go to or reach for... I believe the exact phrase was “don’t even try to go back there” ... nah I’m going to and we are going to figure this all out cause I heard you’re supposed to get what you give and shit and be protected when hurt too.

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Someone really popping my ear and tapping me no matter how much I tell them to leave me alone too right now... everybody just think they can straight fuck with me or do what ever the fuck they want to me!

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Yes my first one ;o(

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But I have to want to be with you back ASSHOLE

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No!! And NOTHING is going to change my mind.

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I’m not desperate... that last thing I want is a man right now ESPECIALLY with strangers on me. I have to secure my own self first.

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Like sometimes it feels like abort mission they’ve already gone too far. And like this? Hell no... but if you know how to fix me so I can be safe and myself again. Like imagine what that feels like to be slept like that and do shit and not even know it. And I have to trust god again every day and then something like that picture happens again and nah mother fuckers people like you aren’t going to keep me hostage.

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Then here goes this bitch trying to act like shit was switched and I wasn’t me!!

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And yes I should talk more here with people who do understand and can help... hopefully. I don’t want to get you all in trouble either if we’re not supposed to talk.

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I’ll try to chill and be normal and compose myself but that’s going to be really hard to do feeling like and hearing them and being kept in a zone that makes me vulnerable and sick.

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Pac... why were you yelling that at me? And yeah they do have me confused when I feel like I can’t trust you either. Like... it feels like everyone hates me and I’m just trying to explain myself cause I really can’t understand why.

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I don’t know how the stupid bitch or her family got attached to me

[A Disciple]

I guess growing up thinking your dad is supper man you grow up still thinking they’re immortal...

[Candy]

so whats your name..

mines aaron lee batty..

how do you do..

it sounds like you need to either get all new equipment and move or get protection from a professional so that the idiots dont log in to your shit..

what was your fathers name and what was his hobbies and interests in life.. did he pass any particular traits down to you.. did he have a job

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i felt pac was yellen at me to once



he even had a number plate with my name on it.. kinda no other way to take it lol..

so what was he yellen to you

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whats your fav tupac song..
mines shed so many tears but as far as hit singles go with film clips these too rock but they usually chopped to shit by censors or banned out right.. maybe were getten old lol

[A Disciple]

Nice photo shop asshole...

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So basically be nice to NO ONE? Like what you all even really schooling me on to begin with?

[Candy]

Nice photo shop asshole...

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So basically be nice to NO ONE? Like what you all even really schooling me on to begin with?

who photoshoped what

[Candy]

thanks im with yah lol.. nice one dis

[Candy]

you are up to 19 pages you beast - keep expressing yourself xoxo

[A Disciple]

I can't see what's posted but don't mind me I'm on edge.... I'm fine and I'm sorry @Candy Looks just like my old cat Jomika.

[A Disciple]

It was to TGF (if he was my babies dad) and he dissed me and I know you said no upping threads but it was when I first woke up.

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Before war really popped off...

[Candy]

lol thanks..

[A Disciple]

I’m definitely not going to assume but what I don’t understand is if God was right here why am I getting hit? I just felt like the sun a second a few minutes ago... I’m going to bed.

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I don’t fight over men... any fight I was in is cause they personally disrespected me! This shit? Can you even disrespect someone’s body and soul more? I just want to know who it is cause I can tell you who it feels like. And nah I can’t understand someone or a god hating me this much...

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And like photoshopped... bitches go to jails too. To even threaten like that to someone you just heard of and never even met is dumb as fuck to me. You are in a position of authority and what I’m supposed to sit here and suck it up and just take it?

[Candy]

goodnight cutie..

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and the kissing your hand thing i wouldnt worry too much a famous girl called caitlin just popularized it a few days ago..

so erry ones doing it even me.. hehe

keep it real girl xoxo

[Soule]

You're beautiful and that's for sure
You'll never ever fade
You're lovely, but it's not for sure
And I won't ever change
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is (soul is)
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is (soul is)
I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know
Is your faith in me brings me to tears (ah)
Even after all these years, years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is (soul is)
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is (soul is)
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
It's not that I want to say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to
Tell me, me that you love me (oh, ohh)
Each and every single day
I know I'm gonna have to eventually give you away, yeah
And though my love is rare, rare, rare
And though my love is true, yeah
Hey, I'm just scared
That we may fall through, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm like a bird (I'm like a bird)
I don't know where my soul is (soul is)
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is (soul is)
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is (soul is)
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away (I don't know where my soul is)
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away (I don't know where my soul is)
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is
I'm like a bird
I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
And baby all I need for you to know is

[Candy]

your soul is with me

[A Disciple]

I like "Say it Right" more but yeah I've moved A LOT too. Symptoms of being stalked for so long I realized. I guess that's why my instincts glitched out too...

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IDC who popularized what... I'm not living like that. MY BODY MY RULES. EVERYONE should have a rite to set their own personal boundaries... it makes me uncomfortable and I don't like that culture.

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Anybody figure out how to light them bitches up yet?

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Also, there is multiple people buzzing my ear. I want everyone but my baby dad off me. He would be the only one with rite and who I assumed it was in the begining... I don't know how that happens but nobody should be trying to train a bitch being abusive to begin with. It's against my religion - only my god and creator should be able to do that - IE my babies dad too. I'm still not sure what the fuck is really going on but trying to be patient. I really need my family right now. Why I didn't get a half mast to see you when MY father died?