Routines
So I can’t master the way that you throw
I see that you’re talking…
But information coming just a little too slow
But yo… that was low - a low so low I refuse to go..
But there really are some things that I do need to know
I’m not that thirsty and nah I don’t wanna be “in” so bad
Just looking for a reason and some security…
Something that’s been way too long since I’ve had
I’m so mad and at the same time still so sad
“If you had one wish…” and not one wish was bad
IDK how Pac would feel if he was here today
I feel like I let a partner down and now feel so blay
Would they love me or hate me if I exposed my whole heart
I didn’t mean to though and it wasn’t about playing some part
Cause like from the start… I didn’t have to be this crazy
But I’m a soulja, and being a soulja is something that come from the heart
And believe me dawg it’s hardly easy
And all that abusive shit done past hopefully
I don’t know the way records sell – but I know 12 years of past
And how many times I fell… and how help never last
And most of it was ugly
Nothing… I get nothing so now they ask me to call it
4:20am – ask him who he was going to go play ball with
If there is one sense learned what would that be?
When I fight with the other one - I can’t stand the feeling inside of me
If I had to go one way… and BOOM
Another firework just went off… but I’m not “concealed in my room”
I’m not talking from the cradle in the womb to the marker on my tomb
I’m talking until death to death bring us back together again so before I make that promise I really have to love the groom
And Dad. definitely not any time soon,,,
They just made abortion illegal today and from my own entrance I should be so happy
But then I wonder what happens when it’s rape and how fucked up that’d be
And nah I never asked for this walk… and nah I’m not just talking the talk
Just got de ja vu like a mother fucker… that’s twice today
I always say that’s when decisions are made so I just pray my God guide me the right way
You hate me, don’t think I don’t know
You’re just mad I’m quoting lines to prove I don’t, I won’t, and I didnt throw
And every letter I write, it’s practically always to you
So I guess I’m just reaching out again cause I have a decision to make and don’t know what to do.
"fuck currency" it's advice... why either way no one come thru?
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Yeah I heard you and you would know more than me like but amongst US and stuff? whats up wth that and why the wait?
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NOT to everybody but I need to learn before I make any moves
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What does your council say? Did you ask them? Cause believe me you don't wanna get dropped and judged
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He relaxes me and I can usually be myself... and I realized I need to add more slices to my pizza cause his slice too big and I'm scared it's gonna hurt
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The decision I have to make? What I wanna do with my 8... "the names change but the list remain the same" ... you should add that to Until the Hands of Time remix or my answer back and I do it.