Consuming
by: mirage
This world seems so perfect to the outsider
How he always stands beside her
And how they always get along
But what they don't see are the tears; the overwhelming fears
That consume her
Every night she crys herself to sleep
Curling her cuts close to her, oh how they're deep
What they don't see is the anguish and pain
And how she see's it as a life or death one way game
That comsumes her
She's battling in herself on the front line
Not lookin' back at the world she left behind
Cryin' and wailin' at the missed chance
Her life is like that one longing for dance
The thought consumes her
Nobody believes her when she says
That everything has gone way over her head
And that she's fallin' off her strength into nothingness
Is a place without pain really bliss?
It threatens to consume her
He walked out and left her heart bleeding
Her aching heart pumping, pumping, beating, beating
She's letting her emotions trickle out like blood
The feeling is something like getting stuck in the mud
Thoughts consume her
She's battling in herself on the front line
Not lookin' back at the world she left behind
Consuming