Life of an outcast, so lonley an cold/
pops want around much, muthafucka made me feel sold/
like i want good enough, he was better off nuttin in a cup/
donatin to the sperm bank, musta didnt think of his conciquences/
leavein his son behind to stay on his grind/
lord give me sign that everythangs good/
lifes hard as hell, still tryna make it out the hood/
an you kno i try, lord you i wana die/
can't shed a tear, heart full of fear and hate/
got this burna to my head, tryna debate/
do i wana blow my head off, na nigga not today/
dont wana feel like this, still young as hell/
ducking my po cause the bitch wana put me in cell/
feelin kinda broke, hope i can make my bail/
feels like i nail to the wall, lifes just a game and i aint got the ball in hand/
wish i could stand tall and fell like a man/
kinda hard with this gun to my head/
prolly better off in a pine box/
6 feet unda ground with the dark angel/
my mind is freak like chris angel/
thought of suicide got me all angry an bitter/
life as an outcast made me feel like a quiter!!!!