Some Years
-Some Days
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To Go
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The autumn of soft winds,
Breezing through, caressing the skin
Don’t blow in my direction
They don’t even care to show…
…a pint of interest.
They just ignore my existence.
The light eludes my figure,
Having my shadow outshine myself
So I look from the outside, in
Seeing only pale anguish
Rotting my heart to ashes
Covering past tense pain
With tear drop rain…
…that causes sorrow;
For others to feel sorry.
-for me
He
Who
Travels
Alone
See’s
The
Way
Of
Life
As
Is
And
No
Better
Than
What
Is
Plain
Sight
To the eye- I dye
My thoughts blue
To match the bruises I hide.
Fear releases visuals
From my misguided youth
That is beneath my chin
But above my chest
-Others would refer by saying I spit shit
Many others say its bullshit
But what they don’t
Want to hear ring through
Their drums that’s are selective;
Is that what I say is the truth.
They disguise me
As another psycho of the young,
But I see what they have done
What they have been hiding.
I SEE the truth.
Between Pipe Dreams,
Cracks filled with disgust
And dew- from the lateness
Of cleanliness reminding me of
-You
Days when I felt alone,
The cold would tip toe on through
Trying to avoid
A conversation with me
For I don’t want
To hear myself again.
-ramble on
Glass
Case
Emotions
Dwell
Deep
Within
The
Faith
And
Veins
Of
A
Monster
In
Search
Of
A
Home
I am home,
I have found my
Great indulgence
Of solitude.
The very place,
Were acceptance
Is key and rejection
Is not heard of.
The case between to shelves,
The little door that is not seen,
The hour that is past without…
…notification- is my home
As I am not heard of anymore
Nor am I seen or remembered.
I choose this dormitory,
This sanctum of carelessness…
…because the taste of un-wanted;
Acidity becomes quite pleasing
And where my heart
Remains to lay has eventually
Intrigued my longevity
That I have been traveling.
Borderline, with no regret.
Crimson tides,
Wash away tears of pain
In return a smile is pasted
On the gentle skin of
Happiness… so I stay grounded
To see if I get closer to you
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.
.
Please come visit,
Before I draw the line
That ends me and you.
P.S.
Angelica I love,
Please forgive me of my wrongs.
I have plenty of good to show,
Just need to be given time to…
…let it come out right.
I’m sorry ,
I didn’t mean to pull the trigger.
I miss our son