Blood Sucker
Written by Johnny Soul and Emilyinthepool
"She stood there in the doorway, motionless in white,
pitch black hair covering her eyes, her zombie pale flesh.
She whispers that she loves me with a haunting gripe,
I'd ask if she's alright... but I'm too scared to guess.
She reminds me of a ghost from the horror films we watch.”
I pick up the ante a notch with a Scotch
Bleeding him dry from his head to his crotch
With my chin down and eyes up, gazing at him
If it wasn’t for his cross, would I be carrying his sin?
She won't leave, a stain in my life,
I loved her yesterday but want to kill her tonight.
Her teeth in my neck, nails in my spine,
this pain isn't physical, she's tearing apart my mind.
The smirk on my lip escapes to a grin
Internally charging a hatred to spin
“Take a good look. Like what you see?
I’m about to vamp it up a little, Johnny."
Her eyes consumed black like an oil spill,
if I put my hands down, I'm vulnerable to the kill.
She's managed to eliminate my free will...
ominously burying my decision making skills.
You may think I’m evil, yet I am a victim
Who’s changing your twisted... demented system
I know you’re pure. But I got it together
While you fall in heap over some peer group pressure
She's not making sense, I'm bludgeoned by confusion,
instead of making love, her intentions become abusive.
She's been playing my heart strings as if it's acoustic,
I wanted forever... she only wanted somebody to ruin.
Ruby lips, divine. Kissing me, tasting the finest wine
While I suck your soul and rape your mind…you’re bland
Blending with all other pieces of sand
I show no remorse. Damage lives in my wake
But I was wanted from birth, you were just a mistake.
She becomes frantic, it's hard for me to keep up,
every kiss becomes a scream, every stroke becomes a punch.
I don't know to be afraid or to keep falling in love,
she's obviously psychotic but I'm drawn in by her lust.
Is she human or a creature of darkness? Either way, she's a heartless one.
Johnny, I was being fake. You believed that I loved you
Touched my body, you'd shake. Make your heart ache
And your earth quakes. You’re a flake
And don’t respect the traits of a snake.
She's whispering, almost in Latin but I can't tell,
I'm listening but all I hear is the language of Hell.
If she's insulting me or being seductive, it only repelled,
yet she has me paralyzed like with some witches spell.
I have a lifelong history of lying, distorting facts
I end and start relationships at the drop of a hat
I idolize you, and then change my direction
Loving the shattered cold hard rejection.
And it begins to click, this is the beginning of the end,
she's leaving me to rot while she finds a new boyfriend.
My heart starts the decaying process, my mind bends,
I feel like I've imploded but I'm still listening to the bitch.
And you know that I don’t like the light
I’m vulnerable to such a horrific sight
I watch you decay, a burnt, wilted ballet on display
You disgust me and I will not be killed by your day
My marble white skin gets whiter with age.
She's talking about herself, it's what she does when she's livid,
her notions become sporadic and her moods seem unforgiven.
My knees buckle as she grips her cold hands around my wrist,
and the rage in her pupils starts to become more and more vivid.
Elegant and suave, pure and bloodless
I’m loveless, and you…are gutless
I’m beautiful to the point of hypnotic
With a predatory look, exotic, erotic
So even fucking you is boring, robotic.
Questioning my sexuality, insecurities reach a new high,
-- I've never needed this many answers in my entire life.
She's breaking down my spiritual anatomy, my heart and my mind,
one thing leads to another and I'm on the verge of a fight.
A vixen, I make men and women my victim
Performing oral sex until they die
Draining them of fluid makes me high
Adorning, until the wee hours of morning
I'm ready for her to shut up and leave,
if this is over, then it's over, no reason to weep.
Her words are falling upon deaf ears, I'm ignoring the beast,
I spent far too long attending to her every goddam need.
Leaving them grey, in their own bed
The invalids, moaning words unsaid
Zoom in on this… I’m a Phenomena
Now Johnny…Zoom out
You’re just a commoner.
She leaves the room, her white dress now red,
I fall to my hands and knees as my arteries spread.
I though she was a vampire, but now that I'm dead,
I see she's only a woman who's emotions are a mess.