Time after Time
I guess time was of the essence and suddenly I remembered it all
If you were left there watching, how, when and why did I fall?
I traced I miss you in the sand and I called you out by name
But I truly didn’t know why, I guess I only do I’m insane
And it’s so imbedded in my brain... my heart, my soul, and my core
And if we so real what the fuck do it feel like we even fighting for
You didn’t shake me all night long
You left an impression of perfect that everyone since was just wrong
And I know it could be just me
But to feel, I never felt before, and to again now I see
Why they say finally free
(X5)
Was I being spoiled did I want too much like everyone said
Or was I just being honest letting go screaming I rather be dead
Enough said
Loyalty - I never got that
And nobody ever loved me and that’s just a matter of fact
Maybe it was the art of tact
Walking alone, standing alone, facing a thrown I don’t understand
If I didn’t get sick it was cause of it the cause of the comfort of your hand
(X2)
Just switching and flipping and id never steal part of you
Tricks just keep tricking cause that’s all that they do
There ain’t even been a few
(X4 ... I will be waiting)
Alone on my pillow in the memories is still better then anyone I have ever had
And to the core I keep hoping like a curse cause every lost anniversary date makes it so sad
And I’m mad
Do I have that right?
I mean am I stupid to fight?
For the light in the dark that adorns and wakened me
I mean it’s conviction alone I fight thru this misery
And it’s beyond comprehension
Masterminded by a mind so sick
but I hold to remember when the smoke clears, the air still remain thick
Did you know what they did to me?
Did you even care?
Are you the knight in shining armour
Or my reason for solo in “beware”
Or are you just catching up?
Who’s leading who?
It’s all like a glitch in time with speeding clouds clicking in like a Deja vu
They confuse me so easily cause I don’t know and I never learned how to assume
So I’m just sitting here staring and swaying side to side in my room