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It's funny how two minds can think alike/
But be seperated like day and night/
Reach to back in the day, in search of the sane that occurred/
This hell on earth got me asking if I'm on the verge/
Dreams ready to merge as I relay prayers to above/
My mind frame be hi's and goodbye with one foot out the door/
A loner judged by inactions even if this is all I can explore, the source/
Endured coping through the carnage thе only way "One" could afford/
Knowing not to look back like Medusa, plus lifе is short good lord/
I'm watching my words become formless like they on blank pages, darkness everywhere like the pain is/
Right in-between prisms as the form shifts, hard like heartache is (is)/
Running around my karma, got me torn adrift the rights and the wrongs/
And what your sensing is the warmth of a future like today is after my swan song/
Feel devastated living, another day to long, thats my hindsight/
Take it on the chin as I digress through time/
Just another number put out like an address line/
Ready or not, here I come, you can't hide (x2)
Feels got me staying sleep/
Dealing with, surveying deep/
Into ones own, think self consciously/
Or is it truth, will bet honestly/
Memory of hate, damming, ashamed in/
Differences, make excuses to be aiming/
Cuz we unfamiliar there's animosity/
Break bread, hell with that philosophy/
Understand nuances but circumstances/
A ghost in a shell living cuz a chances/
But too many wrongs, the fork in the path/
The second guesses, I'm starving at last/
Instinct got me numb like striking nerve/
Tight lipped biting tongue when testing water/
Wanting to say I believe in myself/
Afraid a change, stop at less, my context/
See freedoms just a word like God/
That's between pages that man mods/
So anyone thinks they can judge/
Kicking dirt until it turns to mud/
Spitting on a name like a normality/
Awhile back lost my sane, probability/
With looks about like B's famous/
Hittin different though, surreal anguish/
Now yesterday's got a man's life in comics/
Trippin saying how I'm tragic/
Pent up everything is the only way I know/
Til it releases in form of low/
Hatin myself for behaviour of a schizo/
Wanting to be formal, use intuition so (so)/
Always second guessing like a afterthought/
Praying for a blessing but like silence I sought/
Speakin from a trove strivin for real/
A heathen lost still, fightin for feels/
Done dealt like damaged goods from the start/
Part shook as a standard, pieces a man flawed/
Cuz see, all the smirking is a deception/
Think trapped is the word, a lemons/
Wishes for prosperous souls/
Fam, an beyond in this ode/
An angels got the best of hue/
Touching heart, the rest is new/
Just hoped yesterday you knew/
How alone it can be living next to you/
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