Forever Broken v 3 ~ 8 - E

Nah I’m the stupid bitch though
I just pray helpless like what else you gonna do yo?
Being alone for so long like
Maybe it’s just not here for me
Like bleeding souls this just how it be
Or something…
I mean no one tell me what for what
And nah I can’t understand the mind set of a slut
Like I do, I really fall for what I think could be love every time
Then it feel like they just did it for the rhyme
Cause I can’t see a reason…
Or my zone at the change of every season
Sometimes
When it hurt I can show you how it feels to be a soldier
Watching time tick on by while getting older and older
Sometimes I just want to be with dead men walking
Evidentially them psych reports - someone was talking
Do you know what it feel like when you can speed to death
And truth be told it don’t matter
My family know they get my last breathe
A moment of silence… a man jumped over the bridge and committed suicide tonight
Just when I’m all like really that’s not right…
But yo I do know what it feels like when you lose your will to fight
Nah Ced… if you wasn’t out there traveling with other bitches
I would’ve learned the difference between who real and who just clock my wishes and the ones burying snitches
Screaming west side thru and thru
But truth is Illuminati mean more to me when it’s spoken thru you
Hail Mary… Hail Mary
You have the ones who pull it and the ones who won’t but it depends on the jury who do and who don’t
Silent screams and violent dreams
I’m staying right here… cause I did it for some thing
Even right now fighting to and for yet literally wearing the tear
I got you… not you
You you and him
Cause like Mary… don’t forget the victims while praying for those who sinned