Ballerina Girl (Collab: makengknowcentz & cla919 80/20)

[CLA919]

Ballerina Girl


I never had a regret in my life, and if I did it's too late for repentance
Gripping this pen so tight I know the only end is already my sentence
If I fall it will be from another’s vengeance / My life, smothered in remembrance//
Crucifixation is my only real penance//

Of my flaws, I’m looking for answers you can’t locate with search engines
Was it lack of temperence? Or living eye for an eye with a vengeance?
The witnesses in reference said here in attendance / And it’s been rocky ever since //
As my heart beats like a reminder of what I must finish//

Maybe it was the look in her eyes, maybe it was the bruises she tried to describe
Or the secrets of nightfall she’d keep as she sleep that’d she tried so hard to hide
Maybe how she treated me kind / but know she was always on my mind//
Loneliness and love for the seed I knew was rightfully mine //

What does it matter? It would be the last time... a reminder to rewind her
Refusal, an explanation as twisted the lime light with a finder to refine her
But, before he came along we were strong / stronger than the mile was long //
Now all I have left are these words from an old man’s sad song //

[Interlude]

Her soft kiss even softer cause they’re from her soft lips
To dismiss those hips, the ones that I’d miss, had me nestled deep in her abyss
I had to be wrong because eventually you were his / but still I’d dismiss //
The punishment? Her eyez and the hope within them that I’d always miss //

Your honor was my crime of passion! As I solemnly march to my back lashing
I swore my acts were justified and random, and them --- just bashing
Besides you weren’t to know what happenned / Or that no one argued if I had to stab him //
Buried with all my memories of back then //

It’s whether or not I should have, would have, cause in truth, I could not
Seems as if everything I had learned, I conveniently forgot
His brother 3 cells away from my cot / I ignore because for some reason I been reading a lot //
Maybe it is and maybe it is not, but I refuse to submit, it’s my last shot //

I’m sorry but I can’t regret that I gave my own life for you to live yours right
In retrospect, we're even, even if just returning what you gave me that night
If this never reaches her ears / I just want her to know my sacrifice...wait ... //
Officers patrolling near, they’re only vice, but in my hate I don’t want them seeing me here //

I don’t want them knowing "I love you" for it was my only hope
The only justifiable reason I cope, my only sobaxon (sp?) for that dope
The only loose rope on the noose around my throat / sealed with a deuce who’s emotions I emote //
Taps... my time reached its limit, taketh the life I gave and then live it //

I lived a shifty life with you as the only happiness, if this is how it has to end...
good bye ... but no longer the rules are yours to bend
The lights dims, only 2 cells unlocked I can hear them / never baby girl ever shall you fear them //
Someone is coming, I am ready to be judged for my sins, as I hear you whisper it’s ok, it never really begins //

I love you......

[CLA919]

@God of War I can't take credit for this... @makengknowcentz did most of it, I just edited with the theme - any suggestions?

[makengknowcentz]

it wouldnt have the umph is not for you cla919

[makengknowcentz]

http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...9-Intermission
http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...f-the-top-bars

[makengknowcentz]

frost you pm count wont allow me to send you any pms about collab

[makengknowcentz]

Btw this are our links sorry

[CLA919]

I might know someone who is nasty at beats that can remix this ballerina girl for us... I mean you don't fame and I don't blame you - but why not for our own underground vaults... ya know? @makengknowcentz

[OG Maestro]

frost you pm count wont allow me to send you any pms about collab

Aye yo...It should be clear now.


Btw this was awesome team work. You had the lyricist and the lyrical editor fine tune this piece up. So, I thought it was interesting to see how you guys unified to make this one verse, with no parts that really fell on both. But on one, you two combined.

It's hard to explain it. I feel like Cla fused with No Sense to make this. On some Gohan + Trunks sort of fusion.
Dragon Ball Z reference.. ^

But yeah, this went hard. Keep teaming up mayne.

[CLA919]

Thanks Frost... It was effortless, I am about to try it in reverse too (I think we do make quite the team).

[makengknowcentz]

It's easy to feed from cla919 skills

[makengknowcentz]

CLA remove some emails can't pm u lol

[CLA919]

@maki ngknowcetz clear

[NoNun2]

I don’t think I wrote any of it but bare with me… this is like the movie ps I love you again - I got to read it again

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OMG GUYS… we did good ��

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Turned it off in the first 3 minutes I was crying so hard

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I personally would do it for free but hoping we have jobs if it’s not late… where DID he go?

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INSANITY IS FUCKING TERRIFYING AND I NEVER WANT TO GO THRU THAT AGAIN… dope boy and my old friends gots to go though

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Not to be a bitch but you stopped cause you heard my death cry… I would’ve had to do it too

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Damn 11 years late can anybody help me ask if offer IS on the table cause I’m broke as fuck living off my moms and man

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@Candy

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I’d take 20 easy and all day long

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Just this one though right?

[NoNun2]

I hope that sick twisted fuck burn… all old men creep me out now

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This old guy tried to talk to me in Kohl’s today and I almost spit in his face. I got so mad.

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All the geriatrics hit on me and I can’t stand it

[NoNun2]

I it remember the falling off the pedestal and how mad he got when I tried yay

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I just*

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I’m not going to engage a stalker on my electronics or even read shit THE SHIT IS NOT OK and only like 10 people in this world can get away wirh it

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I thought it was 50 and em… it wasn’t 50 and em ��

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My favorite is either a lot but I like untitled which I titled SOULD and so bad lol

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I trusted who was on my body was them too… they hurt me BAD it wasn’t them either so how?

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NOBODY ever asked me permission and they changed my god without even consulting me

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I know pac is back thank god

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I’ll be less out for blood the more money I get and the more I’m assured the rest of my life will be ok

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That safe no safe no safe no… you don’t know what that’s like

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That I God PAC got me or that sick fuck would have

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Preying your victim since child hood makes you more sick than Hannibal lecture you pedi geriatric sleeze

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Ain’t a predator more calculated then ti sit there watch and wait for the kill… I hope you get dropped and the needle

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Bitch I wouldn’t even watch

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Let me know I’ll do it myself if that’s how I get free

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The police didn’t help me, the drs didn’t help me, the hospitals didn’t help me and all my cousins are in Cali

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I’ll just tell the jury why if I have to

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Oh… the Feds didn’t help me either

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On your lawn again sargent cause I’m TAF

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You have a divine instinct to protect yourself and your family at all costs

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I tried all the legal routes… maybe the message from god is that it’s not a matter for police

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I wanna see pics… I wanna see if I can id him if it was the guy parked behind me that I hit - he was weird and creepy as fuck

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I hit his fender and they totaled his car and gave him thousands WTF IS THAT?

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Like a 2000 beat up camry… I despise hoop ds

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I can Id a suspicious white man kinda sticky build with jet black died hair and blue eyes too… I saw him at my stair well just standing there looking nervous as fuck

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His voice is so gross someone shut that freak the fuck up

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I started hearing it after Myrtle beach

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I wouldn’t give a fuck how much you got… I think you’re the rapist

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We taking it ALLL

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People like you don’t deserve to have money

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Like I said the younger me would’ve shot him in the back of the head on the way out idc even if he was a boss which he’s not

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Iww who keeps tapping me there?

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Pressing charges to the fullest extent of the law

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Hoping he kills himself though

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And where in my MO did anybody see white shriveled up old men?

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I’m VERY picky and was assaulted by a white guy when I was 14 which started it but I’m not a reverse racist I still tried we just don’t get along and now the thought just make me wanna throw up

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I wanna see pics if anybody figure out how to help

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Waiting for a child? How sick can you fucking get? Am I the only one that thinks that’s sick?

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Well my first air out to Naugy police is hyrtrwk now… and a Malaysian princess LMFAO

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Guys the police are so much nicer these days they even let my hell mate go

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Hysterical*

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I snapped cause I didn’t realize shit like that was even possible

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I’m seriously seeking the needle so you might seriously consider suicide - it’s on you

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Cause he favored someone at the massage place and said he put his whole life into this when I hit his car - idfk but someone does

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I never went back since the accident

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I stay tense when stressed and it makes my skin hurt that’s why my mom got me massages

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He was on my but for 45 minutes too ������

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They let that sick fuck do what ever he fucking want

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I wish the feds would give me a permission slip cause I would love to shoot his dick off then hit him between the eyes